Tired.

忘记你说你会继续还是要结束
分开时只管哭我是否太迷糊
你是否仍在乎
等的太久不想继续也不愿结束
分开使我走出最遥远的旅途
最缓慢的脚步

I'm still freaking sick. Every morning I wake up, I literally feel like crap. Hoarse throat and a stuffy nose. Sucks.. Things are getting worse everyday I guess. Seriously don't know how long I can keep up with this. This semester's timetable isn't doing me any good either.. There's literally too much spare time now.. What I really need now is something to keep my mind off. We always want what we can't have. I used to complain that school was such a bitch, just look at me now. I want to go to school, but I only have 3 modules. Boo. I wonder how my new class is going to be like.. Should be exciting enough to let me sit back and watch someeee shows, hopefully I don't get dragged in either. Hmmm, I was also thinking lately, I quit the band at the wrong time.. Now I'm super duber free. YAWNS. But I also don't wish to go back now as all of my band friend aren't there, except for 1 or 2. Hmmmm ): Just pray that I get the jobs.. So I can work 3.1 away. Yeppp. Just keep trying. (: I'm starting to lose senses, when will it regain. I'm forever picking up the pieces.. The day when I stop picking up is the day I lose faith.. So... There's still hope for me... It's so hard right now... The moment any sad song plays, all I think is you. Every single thing I do, it reminds me of you. It just starts from the moment I wake up.... Till the moment I lay my head to rest.. With tears literally soaking up my pillow.... I don't want to cry anymore.

And all I ever wanted was for you to know..
Everything I do I give my heart and soul..
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me..